Samael_Morningstar said:
I have A fear of food and eating anxiety so not eating is easy for me, even though it means I'm suffering from rickits currently and will probably suffer from other deficiencies along the way.

Hey, um, I'm speaking here about your food anxiety, and I want to be sure you understand I mean this completely separate from your gender dysphoria. If your relationship with food is so bad that you're already suffering diseases related to malnutrition, don't you think you should see a therapist? That's going to be a lot cheaper than $25,000 for cosmetic surgery to remove two ribs. If your dream involves permanent, unnecessary changes to your body that could literally kill you, you might need to explore what psychological influence is causing you have that dream.

CCoyote said:

true, i guess. All I know is that once when I was in a sports competition there was this cheer leader that had a super skinny waist and yet no ribs were showing. since then I've wanted a waist super slim like hers.

about the food anxiety, IKD. Food just scares me, plus I dont like the thought of faving literal waste in my body so if I dont eat I never have to have a BM. I'm clean inside and out.

CCoyote said:

Plus, food has the ability to make you sick. diarrhea, vomiting, bloting, Heart attack, high BP, diabetes, etc. I'd rather risk malnutrition than risk any of these.