CCoyote said:

true, i guess. All I know is that once when I was in a sports competition there was this cheer leader that had a super skinny waist and yet no ribs were showing. since then I've wanted a waist super slim like hers.

about the food anxiety, IKD. Food just scares me, plus I dont like the thought of faving literal waste in my body so if I dont eat I never have to have a BM. I'm clean inside and out.