Stay at Home Mess p4 - Catalyst 〖SnS〗

"Streaming is a nice enough substitute I suppose but it doesn't compare to the real deal.
After all, I can't go outside. Days just meld together in this apartment when he's not around.
Frankly, I've been living a few steps away from being a glorified pet for who knows how long at this point.
But looking back I never really did care all that much-"
"Stop..."

"Because of HIM. It was always, about HIM. For HIM. Even before I turned.
At this point, he's what keeps me going so why should I keep pretending otherwise?"
"Keep it cool Vince... this is just this weird body of yours making you think and feel weird things again..."

"If Hector's right about this whole monkey's paw thing, I was granted this body to fulfill my wants.
This form is a gift for that sole purpose."
"A gift my ass! I'm still not- I'll never accept that I'm a GI-!"

"Why am I getting in my own way at this point? I know the kind of girl he's into... and while I'm not a perfect fit quite yet, I know what's holding me back."
"Why am I-? But I'm not... Maybe..."

"Vince is the problem, here."
"..........."

"Vince has always been the problem."

Saga: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58758244/

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And here things are starting to snap into place.
Next page will be the last one of a bit but it's going to be a very special one, I think you'll all like it :3c

Tbh I think I went a bit too hard on this one since I reaaally wanted to sell the etherealness of this veon... thing. Took 4h ;v;
Here's to hoping that was all worth it.