snowflake created by cdt2s
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Adding painted hair is surprising even for myself, but playing Cyberpunk made me try it, and I think I quite like it. That's with fact that I normally prefer only natural colors

I don't know why I finished it, this drawing was going awful from very start, and now I don't feel like deleting it just because of spending some days on it
Not sure if text looks fine

But I know that's not the change I need
I... don't know, what is
My drawings stay boring and unalive for years, no matter how much I draw
And every time I try to change something - details, line, whatever - it all seems to be not the main problem of my drawings
I guess that's perspective or posture.. I don't know, I'm too bad to learn that it seems
I probably should do more rotations of her, to make drawings at least a bit different, but that didn't seem to increase quality anyway when I was doing it

For the people who watch me for a while, why are you still here?
It's just the same thing every time, one drawing doesn't feel any different from another
I don't seem to ever grow out of low-medium skilled artists

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    Youchus

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    What I ask is this! Not but a simple kiss! What a gorgeous kitty with such beautiful lavender windows to her soul!

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    CDT2S

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    youchus said:
    What I ask is this! Not but a simple kiss! What a gorgeous kitty with such beautiful lavender windows to her soul!

    Sounds cute

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    Youchus

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    cdt2s said:
    Sounds cute

    Glad you think so you art lovely things!

    I hope you are most well and that you have a most beautiful day and week ahead!

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    Overlord16316

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    Artists and writers are thrice as harsh then any critic could be, on their own work.

    I guess that's just our curse?

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    CDT2S

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    overlord16316 said:
    Artists and writers are thrice as harsh then any critic could be, on their own work.

    I guess that's just our curse?

    Never was really criticised, heh
    But could guess that other people might not notice bad details, don't know your weaknesses and the time you spent on things
    It is much easier to judge yourself because you know kinda what you want to see, you know the things you have done wrong, know when you didn't manage to do something by yourself and are just tired of getting same bad results no matter how much time you spend (especially as you know many people achieve something much better even in shorter time)

    But saying for myself, it's not much about being pity to me. Sure everyone is born different, and many people just can't achieve something great, but I also might be just not doing enough, so I think it's my fault for stayng that bad for years

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    Overlord16316

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    cdt2s said:
    Never was really criticised, heh
    But could guess that other people might not notice bad details, don't know your weaknesses and the time you spent on things
    It is much easier to judge yourself because you know kinda what you want to see, you know the things you have done wrong, know when you didn't manage to do something by yourself and are just tired of getting same bad results no matter how much time you spend (especially as you know many people achieve something much better even in shorter time)

    But saying for myself, it's not much about being pity to me. Sure everyone is born different, and many people just can't achieve something great, but I also might be just not doing enough, so I think it's my fault for stayng that bad for years

    It is admirable to want change though, the need to create and improve.

    But you are right, true hatred comes from understanding; and we understand ourselves the most...

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