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i am like an extremly normal person irl in all aspects.
friends, social life, school life, sexual life, legitimately everything.
but still there is this weird, perverted, disgusting desire inside me.
i dont want to become a weirdo in my life like so many other people on the internet.
what the actual fuck am i supposed to do?
i act like a wannabe gangster like every person my age, i am mean to other people just to not stand out.
if anyone ever found out what im actually into i would die.
how am i supposed to live like this.