@bipface: Thing is, I drink a round or two, then think "God this is amazing. I need to keep it going and drink more to intensify this." Then I just get carried away till I'm out. Or sometimes when I try to drink so that I can lose enough inhibitions to eat cause my anorexia is absolutely killing me and I haven't eaten in like 3 or 4 weeks, I always feel like I'm not drunk enough to bring myself to eat no matter my consumption. Then before I know it, I'm out and haven't eaten a single crumb.