Awww Jesus fuck me. I'm going freaking crazy here. I had no idea simply running out of fags when you only rely on them in boredom or to calm mental unease could make you feel so, just insane. They must be to me what laudanum is to Amnesia protagonists or something.
What is this overwhelming itch without the itch? I thought withdrawals only happened from real drugs not fags, and I'm not even addicted to fags. Am I really going crazy from withdrawals after only 14 hours from something I'm not even addicted to, or because I'm greatly more unstable with no smokes to put me at bay? I guess the extreme sleep deprivation doesn't help either.
...So itchy, nothing to scratch. Fuck!
