I want to know why people hate me despite me not doing any actual thing yet. Is it because I am a female or is it them? Is it because of my personality or because I actually did something to them or what? I'd like to hear peoples opinions on this(everyone's really) because everywhere I got I am casually hated on. Thank you.

Because everything you say is basically a textbook example of "how to be an edgy 14 year old with an overactive imagination" and people just straight up don't like having to deal with people like that.
While people like that were kind of funny or cool during highschool most people grow out of that phase simply because they start to have other problems to deal with and don't feel like dealing with someone whose apparent only problem is bragging/ranting about weird shit on the internet.

Take for example your profile text:

You said:
I am the Sister Of Sorrow within The Sisters Of The Infinity. I've had a fucked up life, I been through hell, I have survived death five times, All my exes are dead.

Nobody who has actually been "through hell" brags about it on the internet. You're also alluding that it somehow is important that you had 5 past relationships, but also that all of them are dead, probably because of you. If it were real you wouldn't be alluding to a happy little coincidence like that.

You said:
And i just want to feel something other then Humanity.

Linkin Park, skin crawling, wounds that won't heal, etc, etc.

This is a 471 word long edgy fanfiction rant that was neither prompted for, nor required. This is basically a blend of "why would you do that", "nobody cares", and "ow the edge".
Why would you feel the need to try and "educate" people on the workings of fictional robots when it's neither your creation, nor your fan fiction you're speculating about?
Why would anybody care about what your fanfiction is, on a submission that has nothing to do with your fanfiction?
Why is everything you said in there just superlatives and over the top "horror" and completely inane actions and consequences?

These issues just wind through everything you've said on here. Nobody dislikes you because of your genital configuration, people dislike "you" because you hide behind a fabricated, edgy personality like a 14 year old would. Drop the facade, drop the "I'm evil, guys" act, show your genuine personality and people will probably start treating you a whole lot better.

oof

The best advice I can give would be to take NotMeNotYou's picture to heart, especially in this corner of the Internet.

Making threads like this also probably won't help.

Getting into the workforce helps too (gets rid of that need for special snowflakiness mighty well) ^^

The title of this post tells me one thing. You're an attention seeker. Most people tend to roll their eyes at that because to be perfectly honest you're not that important. Also, am I correct in assuming that this question is being posed purely because a few downvotes on some of your comments? I mean, you haven't been here long and that's your only account history that's viewable. That doesn't translate to people hating you. That method of thinking is childish and you're likely misinterpreting the situation.

People give downvotes for a variety of reasons, which you ought not to take to heart too much. It might because they disagree with you're opinion on something, that you have some facts wrong or simply because you felt the need to write an essay in the comments section of a post. Some just find it silly and will seek to anonymously tell you so. I can guarantee this has nothing to do with your gender either. Most of the time the gender of users is ambiguous and ultimately irrelevant on this site.

That aside, I can only imagine it's down to your general attitude. Moody self obsession isn't looked upon fondly in most people. I know this, as I do it often myself and have learned that it's not very useful online where there is so much bullshit posted everyday. People are less empathetic than in real life. If you don't like how you're being perceived, then I wouldn't suggest using this website, as other users aren't going to provide a safe-space for you to complain.

Looks like her bait worked. This thread should've ended at NotMeNotYou's post.

To be fair to OP, I can kind of understand how they feel. I'm the type that is incredibly paranoid, especially when it comes to being disliked or being mocked by people. So, even if in hindsight it's nothing, at the time I can gt paranoid at harmless statements and see them as more than what they are.

To OP: I'd perhaps look online for some ways to manage paranoia and coping with public rejection or possible dislike.

And if this was a troll thread, oh well. But I hope maybe I help someone ahaha.

First time seeing you therefore I don't like or dislike you.

DiceLovesBeingBlown said:
To be fair to OP, I can kind of understand how they feel. I'm the type that is incredibly paranoid, especially when it comes to being disliked or being mocked by people. So, even if in hindsight it's nothing, at the time I can gt paranoid at harmless statements and see them as more than what they are.

The most liberating thing you can do is say what you want to say and not give a shit about what they think. If they get offended over something that isn't for them or about them, so what? It's got nothing to do with them, so don't worry about it.

BlueDingo said:
The most liberating thing you can do is say what you want to say and not give a shit about what they think. If they get offended over something that isn't for them or about them, so what? It's got nothing to do with them, so don't worry about it.

Eh, that's easier said than done imho, especially with intense paranoia. It's not so much being offensive but, rather, being seen as weird, off putting, accidentally saying something wrong, etc. Especially when it comes to people I like, and much of this I can attribute to pretty heavy fear of rejection and big time paranoia.

I'm rambling abt personal things tho now lmao, but oh well

That comment history is just a big Yikes. I'm sorry

I was not expecting this much to actually be said on the first hours of my post. Hmm..........
I honestly have no idea what you are talking about. What is an edgy 14 year old with an overactive imagination? That sounds more like a child but I am not so sure since I am still getting used to how the common era speaks to one another, to which feels like another language to me. That profile text is so people can learn very little of who I am in this world, in no way is that to be any sort of bragging. I cherished all of my previous relationships for they were probably the happiest moments I had in life before they all ended differently, to which I.........I do not like to bring up at the moment due to the drawbacks of remembering everything happening at those relationships.

Actually I do see where I made the mistake now upon making these sentences and re-reading the comments in order to remember what i was originally doing to which i am doing. I am writing as if you people already know who I am, to which I doubt any of you know who I am(which is good due to me wanting to leave that lifestyle to start anew), but this also throws in a ray of confusion as to what in the world I am talking about. This is my main issue with communication because I come from a complete different lifestyle then everyone else who grew up with free will has and the trauma I had experience in my life has completely effect that notion since childhood(to the point that I am now diagnosed with severe schizophrenia.)

I'll be honest with you people and say that half of the stuff you are telling me I have no clue what in the world you are talking about as I have only been on the internet for two years and that's only because I got in a critical accident that has rendered me incapable of movement or physically being able to do much of anything. Before the years of 2016 I have never actually used the internet in my life due to me working almost all the time and never actually knowing such a thing existed.........wait a min. Why am I telling you this here? You probably don't even care.

That comment........that goes on far beyond then just a mere rant. I don't think i should talk about it here since it will lead to an extremely difficult situation that can lead to even more situations that can all be avoided if I can explain to you through a more suitable way (P.M.) if you take it to your heart to listen about and give the time for such, but that is all up to you.

I actually did make this post to see on who's attention I did get, but I also made it to learn and understand myself more then just my own view of myself because you are all just random human beings to me and with the little comments I made(which I cannot remember for some reason) I can somewhat understand how people see upon me overall. Unfortunately I still failed to mention that I have received random insults from people actually usernamed "Anonymous" not just on this site but on every site I can be found on, which made me to ask: Why do people hate me? As for the comments I have no idea what you are talking about. I know i made some comments before but I have no clue how to see the comments I made because navigating this site is like going into a circle within a circle by following its line, which overlaps to form an infinite loop that can only be seen from a birds eye view.

I thank you for the feedback being given as it helped me see as to why I am having a hard time understanding things in a sort and that I really need help understanding the way you guys speak to the common english way I am familiar with. However, when it comes to OP, I will not speak about that either as that will be addressed in the future when I finally heal from my injuries and obtained a bit more control of myself and when I finally learn how to animate amateurishly. Until then I will not bring that up.

I don't have schizophrenia myself, at least I don't believe so, but as someone who also has a bunch of mental and physical stuff going on (and also experiences trauma) I can totally get where you're coming from in a way, and I'd suggest possibly looking up some methods of coping with paranoia if you so wish to. It can definitely be helpful for some.

Otherwise, I can't really comment further on this but I do wish you a good day.

I really don't want to instigate but that sounds like a load of edgy bullshit.

"I am still getting used to how the common era speaks to one another" ????????????????

"I am now diagnosed with severe schizophrenia." No you're not lmao. If you actually had severe schizophrenia I doubt you would be on here.

Also, you say you "suffered a critical accident" that left you "incapabable of movement" but you were also "working almost all the time" before 2016 so you just "never knew" about the internet?!
Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight. You really expect me to believe that?

There's more I could respond to but I'm not going to waste my time. You are either a very clever troll or actually 12 years old.

BlackLicorice said:
"I am now diagnosed with severe schizophrenia." No you're not lmao. If you actually had severe schizophrenia I doubt you would be on here.

Ehhhh I wouldn't be so quick to say that. With how easy the internet is to access, and how easy an escape it is, having a mental illness wouldn't stop you from visiting sites like this. I, for example, have quite a few and the internet has been a big coping mechanism for me personally.