In other words...

She's a stubborn idiot?

she has pride in her chaotic nature
and has the understanding that she needs someone with a more controling nature for this
stubborn as hell and humble enough to admit when she is lacking

if this is exactly what she wanted, why did she need her mothers help?

sunray04 said:
if this is exactly what she wanted, why did she need her mothers help?

She was dying at the time. Now, she needs to figure out why it's draining all her magic instead of just some of it.

Fuck yeah! Communication!

I was doing a thing for Pathfinder and wanted to use this for inspiration, so I translated it. It means 'Place of beauty', roughly speaking.