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I installed a shader for Minecraft on my crappy laptop, and since it obviously couldn't handle it, I turned every option off, but it turned out so ugly that I cringed and immediately deleted the shader.

But at least I enjoyed the sight of a 3 fps slideshow of nothing but motion blur. Way more than my laptop did.

Boy, that test was a test. I really did that one.

Can't wait to see the score (as in I don't want the announcement to actually come)!

Honestly, I think I'm just gonna call myself insane at this point. Like, the only people who'd care are the ones with an unhealthy personal relationship with me, and it's only 1 guy, and it's me, and I always count myself out of the equation, so who gives a shit?

Would have been nice if I could afford therapy!

Even after sleeping for a nice 8 hours, I still got drowsy during lecture. Turns out not getting enough sleep wasn't the problem and I can still stay up late into the night like I usually do.

If you're asking how can a college student get an 8 hour sleep in the week following finals, it's because when I close my eyes, I can't see my problems ~<3

I also forgot to come into class yesterday. I'm gonna graduate cum laude ~<3

Guide to torturing a Megaman fan:
Step 1: Give em BN1
Step 2: Dare them to make a hero sword deck
Step 3: Don't tell them the chips they'll need are exclusive to the chip exchanger
Step 4: ???
Step 5: Enjoy their suffering as RNG Dicks them around
Step 6: Watch them give up and start playing TOTK tommorow.

In response to blip #122640

notasexualdodo said:
I wonder what's a good way to regain passion for drawing

From experience, giving myself a little urgency has worked a treat. Doesn't have to be too demanding, take small requests from imageboards or wherever if you're not too insecure about your art.

I started taking commissions to give myself a clear deadline and it helped me with my drawing duration and pushed me to actually want to improve my art quality for once. Though, it's really something with a lot of responsibility and I still haven't reopened for a lot of other reasons.

In any case, don't take it as an instruction, I don't know about your circumstances. I myself haven't drawn for more than a week due to college+stress, and could probably use everyone else's advice once I'm done with finals.

In response to blip #122640

notasexualdodo said:
I wonder what's a good way to regain passion for drawing

If you have a person who can act as your sounding board for ideas, that's a good place to start.

Enthusiasm can be infectious. See if any of your friends are thrilled by the prospect of ideas like 'sneak peeks' or 'contributing to the process' and go from there.

Everybody stay calm, it was the second time where I had furries in my dream.

I swear I was still moving my tail around a full minute after I woke up.

Shit felt so real.